So sorry about the previous entry ....

I am not finding fault with anyone to be exact, i was just expressing my thoughts to myself, and i guess it was such a silly act that i did something so super wrong in the person's opinion, which make things 10x worse...

I guess paying attention to my feelings is never as important as reprimanding me...

it just verified my thoughts.

Thanks..

Avalanche lyrics

Since when do you come around?
And the temperature's changed, nothing's the same
Left me, in yesterday
You don't see me that way, touched me that way, no more
When you get so cold, I'm not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’ from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one, but then
The ice is in our wayIt’s a matter of time
We can rewind

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the past
Is that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
(Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

We see what’s up ahead
Why do we stay, watching us fadin’
Trapped in by regret
There’s no way out, and there’s no way in, no
And it’s so coldI’m not sure just how much longer I can hold

You got me standin’ at the bottom of this mountain that we’ve made
(Mountain that we’ve made)
And the ground is shakin’, from all of our mistakes
(All of our mistakes)
But there’s no one, but then the ice is in our way
It’s a matter of time
We can rewindIf only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the pastIs that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
(Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)

The bond is breaking
And it’s taking over my spirit
(Quickly, quickly)
Something’s shifted
Have we drifted too far, apart now?

If only you knew
What my heart must do for you
I’m tryna break through
Don’t you think it’s worth the chance?
Let’s leave the pastIs that too much to ask?
And where do we stand?
(Where do we stand?)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, oh, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche)
Can we pull through this avalanche?
(Avalanche, avalanche, yeah, this avalanche, avalanche, avalanche, oh)
Avalanche

I love this movie... I just watch it with mommy yesterday, and i think you should watch it too.... most of the audience cried while catching this in the cinema and I am one of them... haha.. i heard people sniffing... when u just thought that anna was a selfish and unreasonable girl, you r wrong...

Happy birthday, my dearest Banana! well, it was only a very simple dinner with me and mr raindrop. but do hope u have as much fun as we did. at least i feel like it was my birthday lol.... we have a really good meal and desserts, thanks to mr raindrop of course. not forgetting the jokes. Siti so poor thing, it was her birthday and she has to make a great deal of ecomad! and a bunch of girls at marina square still bully her and ask the birthday girl to take photo for them hahaha...we are always having all kinds of weird nicknames for each other lately.. Recently we have become the Sistaz group... da mei, zhong mei and xiao mei. haha...

this is the first week of work... well, everything still seems foreign to me haha...I am still blur in the lab, hopefully things get better and better as time goes...we are still getting used to the lab and many times, we were quite ku ku. Haha... different standard from nus lab haha... our hands are always being painted by all kinds of colours...

There's something new to learn every day. and it's definitely fun to work with ah ti. Her companion makes lunch time and work much easier to adapt with haha.. and of course, we make fun of some weird species at work... by the name of ah choooo.... And the senior chemists (edwin and waddy) were very helpful in assisting us to get used to the lab as well. and of course not forgetting about our direct mentor, dr uh-uh who always never fail to remind us to drink water haha... it's just little concern, but u feel good about it. Of course not forgeting those bananas -_-" from Y-san... ahhaha..

besides that, a lot of attention was given to us haha, like the phweet-wee ... pleasant surprises like getting free lift to work or after work (thanks to production line people, mr chua and valentine san and the OLs as well) haha.. really feel paiseh to trouble others... but they were really nice to be willing to ferry us.. we have yet to know our colleagues well enough, hopefully in times to come we will be able to know others more. :) And it's good to go for little walks at BL and enjoying black pepper sausage with bestie. It's little times like this that makes me feel all contented eventhough ah-choooo can make u super irritated for the day hahaha... i will never forget the way ah choooo spoke to me with her nostrils just becoz her goggles are too big and she had to put her nose high up in the air to support her goggles.. And stop correcting my spellings u Chooo... that's my private notes, stop poking ur nostrils into my notes business... Pig leh hahaha...

working life can be really tiring... so different from part time jobs.... imagine we were all so shagged that we were usually in bed by 10 in the night... suddenly we have all become such healthy people haha..yesterday was our first shift work on saturday and i wanna complain lor - i was too engrossed in sms-ing mommy that i walked in crooked line and i accidentally missed a step and ended on the road (dont worry i didnt fell... just realized i was standing on the road instead of pathway), the next moment i was wondering why ah ti never rescue me and i realized ah ti was laughing non-stop at the side of the pathway... ANGRY LEH

yesterday went to watch harry potter with mommy... it's only part of the story. I am always feeling disappointed that dumbledore had to die in this part of the story. We had frog porridge for dinner... sound a bit exotic but it taste no different from chicken. haha.. had a great saturday with mommy. thanks! heart mommy!